lost and found

I sit here amazed that half of 2011 is over. Simultaneously amazed and disappointed because I don't feel like I have done much thus far.

I feel like I have lost a lot of my mojo in the following ways:

• Work is tiring; tiring because it feels as though I cannot get anything accomplished. 
• I completely changed my eating - went clean and lost the stubborn bad marriage weight once and for all. Amen. 
• However, in this eating/lifestyle revolution, I had to isolate myself and have not felt much like rejoining society. 
• I am over Austin for the most part; living in limbo has finally gotten to me.
• Super Dad and I remain in this haphazard long distance telephone conversation relationship. No path forward is visible.
• I decided to try dating again. At least making myself receptive to the concept. 
• The online dating world is very depressing. But I halfheartedly try since Prince Charming has not knocked on my front door yet.

Maybe rediscovering this little corner of universe will help my mojo search and recovery mission.