19 February 2012

checking in

Lots has been going on here in my little world. 

I made a trek up north to see one of my very dear friends who moved from Texas a little more than six months ago. I have missed her dearly and really needed to see her. We laughed so very much, ate, drank, and laughed some more. It felt so good. I truly needed that, even though I was frozen and had to deal with snow. 

Work is up in the air. I have to plan my move. Find a new job. Do I stay with my current company? Take a leap of faith and try a different company? Stay in Austin? Go back to Colorado? So many choices, so many decisions and a very short time line for it all. March/April is when it all happens. As in 6 to 8 weeks. Yikes! 

I haven't heard from The Courier nor have I contacted him. I have come to realize that The Courier served a very specialized purpose in my life at that moment. I needed to leave the pseudo-relationship I had with Super Dad; hence, The Courier runs through and shakes things up so I could get back on the correct path. Understanding The Courier's purpose from a higher level has completely changed my perspective. One day, if the opportunity presents itself, I will talk to him about it, but at the end of the day, my part is done. 

In the meantime, I am running again and maintaining clarity to make good decisions. 


Fiona said...

....reminds me of:

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

He was a reason person. The good part is you are free now to move forward, your path is more clear because of him.

It must be such an exhiliarating feeling right now Patsy :)

GO, Patsy GO :)



patsy said...

as always, Fi, you are spot on! hooray!