The pit in my heart continues to grow. Here it is a week later, and it hasn't lessened. The pain is there. It does not go away. It really hurts.
Even my divorce did not hurt like this.
What am I going to do?
Does this pain mean anything?
How do I process this?
I have choices to make.
He has choices to make too.
What is my choice? What if our choices do not match? What do I do with my pain then?