more about my grand cruise adventure later
however, the high points:
it was extremely rejuvenating, refreshing and enlightening
i felt attractive and desirable again - something i have not felt in a long time. i did not feel like the fat cow - finally!
for the first time in my life, i danced and did not care about what i looked like or what anyone thought. that feeling was truly liberating and i am not going to lose it. never. ever.
laughing. i laughed a lot. has been quite some time since i laughed like that. it was good.
i returned home feeling alive. a feeling i had long forgotten. a feeling i am thrilled to have running through my veins again. and i am not letting go of it. never. ever.