I was hesitant to meet up for Thanksgiving. But what am I waiting for? Why am I hesitant? What's the worse that could happen? We remain friends - I would not complain or be disappointed. BUT I would know.
Things that make me hesitant:
- This was the only man that I would have cheated on my ex-Leech with when I was married
- This is the only man I kissed while I was married
- I don't want to be faced with deciding whether or not we sleep together
- I don't want to be left hanging while he goes and does his thing and I mine
- He is my male sounding board
But, I have nothing to lose if I approach this as what it is - we are friends visiting. Nothing more, nothing less. This has nothing to do with MM and all to do with me.
Golf Champ and I worked together closely for a year. We were partners, a team, the dynamic duo of the bunch. The dynamic duo that was strongly attracted to each other but never acted upon those feelings.
Like I need anything else to ponder, but I will. I am thinking me in the Carolinas at the end of the month might be a good thing.