07 January 2007

Mixed Emotions

I don't how I feel - today MM told me he signed up on eHarmony.

Part of me says that this life. We are done. Moving on is what happens. This is reality. Simple as that.

Then there is part of me that is sad. Disappointed because he is moving on. But I am too - I am going out and making new friends.

However, I feel this may be good for him to do because you don't meet someone like me every day. Maybe kissing some frogs is just what he needs.

Last week when my dear Breckenridge pal was here, she asked if MM and I would get back together. Breckenridge got me thinking about trying again and approaching MM on the subject. That's why the sting is a little deeper today.

I don't know.

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